hi everyone me again, surprize surprize i am so upset.. two weeks ago, or there abouts i asked my gp to refer me to a phsycatrist to try and get me on some meds for my depression and anxiety that will actually work, because i feel mine really are not doing the job, and they said yes they would refer me, i even gave them a specific doc, one that i used to see, that said she would see me again if i needed (at the time she was leaving the country and said when she came back she would see me again) well i havent heard nothing so today when albert was there for an appt he asked if they made the referal, and they said they havent made it yet. im so angry, it took me a long time to get up the courage to ask for the referal, and now they wont even do it when i ask.. they said they will get to it.. translation you are screwed. im so mad its making me have "behaviours" just becuase im so angry and i dont know what to do with the feelings. i see ali on thursday so i will for sure be talking about this, and the whole thing with aleka cause i still havent gotten to talk to her about it and get her opinion, i am just feeling really hopeles... my freinds are all like go to the er but i know they would take one look at me and then they would prob think i was trying to kill myself and put me on the nuts ward and i am not trying to do that, its the oposit im trying to help myself by asking for the referal, so im just frustrated!!!! i dont know why they cant simply pick up the phone and make the referal would take like 2 minutes right? it makes me feel like im not worth it.. like i said been having probs with my diff issues, cept now instead of bingeing im not eating much again, yeah yeah i gotta take care of me, but to me its better to do that then the other thing right.. anywyas, thanks for listening im just really frustrated. hugs love suzy |
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