Tinsel, honey, my heart is aching for you. I am not real clear about this cult and abuse from that. No matter how long you have been in this forum, you should never take crap from anyone, especially if it is bringing too much back to you from before. You should not be pushed back into the past. The only solution about the place you moderate would be create your own place and take the members who are close to you and you trust with you. I think you will be much happier and secure with that. It was good to see you being able to vent honey. Anytime you want to just come on it and let it out.  |