HI ALL I JUST HAD TO TAKE A ZANNXS TO CALM DOWN I JUST DON,T KNOW HOW TO CONVENCE MY SON IVE GIVEN UP SO MUCH(AS IN A WAY IF EATTING UNHEALTY)THIS IS SOMETING I NEVER LET OUT BUT WHEN I USE TO SEE MYSELF SKIINY ID FEEL SICK EMONALY NOT SURE WHY) IM REALY DOING GOOD RIGHT NOW LOST TON OF WEIGHT I FRRL GOOD AND HAVE ALOT OF FRIENDS TO BE GREATFULL FOR HAVE MY TOPS FOR SUPORT,ANYWAY TODAY HE LET ME HAVE IT THINKING I WHENT TO THE DR TO MUCH I HAVEN,T BEEN IN HALF A YR SCCPET A BACK DR I BEEN TRYING TO CHANGE MY FAMILYS MINES EYE ABOUT ME BEING A HIPERCONRAD AS THEY THINK I AM .IM JUST SO SICK AND TIRD BEING PAINTED AS ONE U KNOW.WE HAD ARE BIG BLOW UP ITS FINE IF HE IS HELPING MY HUS WITH THE BIILS BUT I DON,T NEED ANOTHER DADY I ALSO KNOW HE IS EMONAL TO INSDIE IF IWAS TO PUT HIM IN HIS PLACE HE FALL DOWN HE HAS A DRINKING PROBLEM BUT NOT IT ALO YET HE IS GOOD AT SOME MANY THINGS,HE DOSE NOT KNOW THE LORD FOR THOSE WHO DO IM ASKING IF YOULL PREY FOR ME EMONAL NEEDS AND HIM FOR SAVATION AND CHANGE I DON,T KNOW HOW MANY OF YOU GUYS ARE SAVED(IM GETTING TO THE POINT OF FEELING BAD AGAIN AND I MAY HAVE TO CALL MY OLD DR,EATTING WAS AND EMONAL NEED FOR ME AND ITS HARD TO BREAK ALL AT ONCE.IT STARTED WHEN I LOST MY PARENTS ALL AT A FIVE MOUNTH PERIOD.SO ANY WAY I GUESS JUST VENTTING IS HELPING ME AND THISI S THE FIRST I FEEL LOVE FROM YOU GALS AND COMEFERT SO HERE I AM LUV YOU HUYGS HUGS |