im not mad, or want to complain, but i just have to get this out or its going to eat me up.. i got a message from hopes saying they found a video of mine in the mailbox, apparently aleka (the girl that i thought was one of my best freinds till i didnt walk her dog that one time remember?) dropped it off at hopes.. so i know now, not that i didnt already think it, but this sort of put the last nail on the coffin that i know we will never be freinds again, and it just really hurts, while i didnt think we would be close again i thought mabey in time she would realize i made a mistake and we could be sort of freinds again.. anyways, this just made me sooo sad.. the woman at hopes, she knows the whole situation, and is on my side, she said to not let it affect me and i tried really hard, but its just so sad for me. anyways, i just wanted to share because i am so sad. huggs suzy ps)thanks for listening |