I am not sure just where this will go....but yesterday i kept my word and started working on emptying out those shelves i talked about...putting all the tools and "stuff" in another cabinet...but there needs to be more shelves put in the other cabinet where things are going...its all wood so i need to mount brackets for new shelves right? ok!
i sat there trying to figure out the best way to do this...thinking am i strong enough to use screwdriver at odd angle or will it get ticked and all upset....i know this seems trivial but i have worked like a man most of my life and was almost as strong....nowdays i see my strength slowly disappearing even though i lift some weights to try to keep my muscles strong.....this project is very important as it is the beginning of several that I will have to do involving getting ready for carpenters to work in the room i am emptying out....if i involve my son or son in law i will have to hear them rebuke everything i want done and they will want to do it a whole lot different....then i will get all ticked off and forget the whole thing....this i dont want to do!....i guess they dont think i have a brain that can think...
maybe its a matter of pride...but i did take pride in the fact that i needed no help with things and i liked knowing that i could do things...i love working with wood and tinkering with things like this....
i suppose if god wanted me to be a man he would have made sure i still had all those muscles but i grew up with a hammer in one hand and screwdriver in other and played in plaster and wet concrete...so i am not the usual female...i dont seem to fit anywhere these days....but i am trying...and i am going to work on that cabinet today i just hope it goes ok....Sassy