jusst needed to get this out in a safe place.. i am really struggling, and therefore really frustrated wth myself at why i cannot get myself out of this spot.. ive got lots of friends who i know are supportive, have albert etc, but that doesnt seem to change my feelings. i hope my meds will help with that, as of yet they havent, but have only been on them a few weeks now. i havent been coming in much or been online much as even i myself get tired of hearing about my problems.. think mabey if i ignore them it will go away (wishful thinking i know) but anyways, thanks everyone for listening to me love suzy |