I'm dressed for church, I am mentally prepared for once, my lesson ready to teach it in the adult sunday school lesson, for which I'm the assigned teacher...but the pain levels in my spine, hips and back ribs which woke me up this a.m. are such that I can't stand for long, sitting here hurts, lying down is worse, and it's nauseating me so I can't even eat. If I take pain pills, presuming they even touch the pain and sometimes they do not, they won't take effect for an hour, it's just how I am with them. Grrrrr, besides I cannot survive 2-3 hours at church without having eaten, my blood sugar will crash on me and right now I feel too nauseous from my 'raw hamburger' pain level back and hips to eat. So I'm scr*wed.  dammit. AGAIN. I think since I broke my ankle and foot I've taught that lesson once, maybe twice? And I'm supposed to be there every WEEK, that's what? 24 Sundays and counting? This week I got even closer!!! So I'm bummed out....this week I really WAS trying to be there, to be reliable, to be counted on, to step up to the plate, to show I hadn't given up...I got so SO close...aw FUDGE IT ANYWAYS! Sorry to gripe but this is the area for it. OWCH. All dressed up and nowhere to go....frig frig FRIG! |
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