I am so sorry you are going through a trying time right now Darryl.....it must be very hard to decide what yu can do to tighten your belt....with the grace of god you will get through this i am sure.....
as far as a member of Windz...if your connection to the internet is broken and you receive a new isp no. when you reconnect you most likely will lose your membership that way....and will have to reapply...i am only guessing as msn has changed the way they do things lately but just so you know it may be unavoidable... take care Sassy