When Will These Feelings Go Away?
I feel like a pebble
in a world full of stones
I feel like no one in my world cares
so I go to my room and hide
where no one can see my sadness
except my teddy bear
when will these feelings go away
a year a month a day
my heart feels as if there is a great weight on it
and there are times I just want to sit
and cry forever, or just go into
a deep sleep and never wake up
so I don't have to deal with the pain
anymore.
Suzy-Lynn Veenboer
November 22, 1990
(written as Suzy-Lynn Holland)