Anger
There is so much anger and hate
locked inside but I can't get it out
why it is there I don't know
All I know is I can't let it show
It is wrong to hate and get mad
So I keep it inside and instead get sad
Sometimes I let the emotions out
And they are so strong I have to shout
What have I done that is so wrong
Why must I punish myself for this long
What is inside me that won't let me forgive
And make me feel I don't deserve to live?
Suzy-Lynn Veenboer
December 28, 1990
(written as Suzy-Lynn Holland)