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From: MSN Nicknamemissysuzy2shoes  (Original Message)Sent: 8/15/2007 9:43 PM
wounded
 
my heart is so damn wounded
will it ever heal
for it feels as if its broken
and nothing will ever mend it
 
the anger the sadness
will just not go away
it makes my heart so heavy
can I make it through another day
 
the tightness in my chest
feels as if it will squeeze my heart dead
but is nothing in comparison
to the bleak and darkness in my head
 
my body is trying to tell me
somethings just not right
causeing me so much pain
and I have trouble sleeping at night
 
I'm afraid I wont get through this
that my mind is slowly giving up
try to get the thoughts out
so that my pain will finally stop
 
I want to change and be better
right now there seems to be no chance
but i have hope for the future
that my mind, my body will be all right
 
Suzy-Lynn Veenboer
august 14th, 2007


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From: MSN Nicknamegranky9Sent: 8/16/2007 12:39 AM
My dear Suzy, I'm so sorry  you are in so much pain. If you want to talk I will try to be on Messenger tomorrow.  Love & Light to you. Cheryl

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From: MSN Nicknamemissysuzy2shoesSent: 8/16/2007 4:03 AM
thanks so much cheryl.. im not going to be home till late tomorrow albert has a doc appt and then we are goign to the mall to get me new pants, then i have my art group at hopes garden.  i hope we can cht someother time though..love suzy

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From: MSN NicknameCYLENE5523Sent: 8/16/2007 6:35 AM
Suzy you know your poetry hits me right in the heart.  I so wish I could help you get out of this dark place you are in.  I have no idea what to do or how to go about it.  I have never had such blackness in my life so it just wouldn't be right for me to tell you which way to deal with it.  I do so hope that one day all that darkness will go away and be filled with wonderful warm, lightness.
 

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From: MSN Nicknamemissysuzy2shoesSent: 8/16/2007 2:25 PM
thank you cylene.. i know my writing isnt very happy to read, but its what i feel, what i know, so i just keep writing it hoping it will help me feel better.. also helps me get out my feelings to other ppl when i cant just talk to them about it.  thanks for always encouraging me to write, i think it does help to a certain extent. love suzy

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