wounded
my heart is so damn wounded
will it ever heal
for it feels as if its broken
and nothing will ever mend it
the anger the sadness
will just not go away
it makes my heart so heavy
can I make it through another day
the tightness in my chest
feels as if it will squeeze my heart dead
but is nothing in comparison
to the bleak and darkness in my head
my body is trying to tell me
somethings just not right
causeing me so much pain
and I have trouble sleeping at night
I'm afraid I wont get through this
that my mind is slowly giving up
try to get the thoughts out
so that my pain will finally stop
I want to change and be better
right now there seems to be no chance
but i have hope for the future
that my mind, my body will be all right
Suzy-Lynn Veenboer
august 14th, 2007