A Heart Not Yet Healed
a battle that fights me from within
end in shiny blades dragged across skin
emotions swirled, dark and gray
a feeling I don't know what to say
what is going on in my head
a part of me wishing that I was dead
anger fueled with words unspoken
my chest it hurts, my heart feels broken
will this time ever end
will the hurt in my heart ever mend
days go by and I feel no relief
but still I hang on to the old belief
that happiness will be mine one day
and I will know the right words to say
in time the scars will slowly heal
and I'll learn that emotions are ok to feel
that my heart can be filled with peace
and the awful feelings they will finally cease
Suzy-Lynn Veenboer
October 29, 2007