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From: MSN Nicknamemeonmyownagain  (Original Message)Sent: 2/24/2008 8:59 AM

O.K. this is my first entry in my diary, and it's a good job you all have the choice whether to read it or not  Smile. It's Sunday 24th Feb at 8.30 am the weather is looking promising so I think I'll take my 'baby'  Puppy 1 for a lovely l-o-n-g walk in our beautiful Surrey countryside. The bluebells are pushing their way up at an amazing rate and it won't be long before our woods are a carpet of sweet smelling blue............ Oh Joy ! spring is on it's way.

 

My Son who is 30 years old has suddenly after being away from me for 3 months decided to behave like a reasonable human being at the moment. It's only because I've managed to come out of my big black hole of nothingness at last that I'm prepared to have him back. We don't get on very well, He thinks I owe him a life, I think he should get a job ! Electric <<<<< That was me before my recovery !!!   Angel 2 <<<< This is me now !!! LOL any way my diary will probably be me venting over him as his behaviour reverts back to a passively aggressive, moody, smelly obnoxious person.

 

Hey ho, such is life !



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From: MSN NicknamemeonmyownagainSent: 3/3/2008 7:31 PM

Monday 3rd.

 

Nice to see Lin after the weekend, been busy at work but hey ! we like that. Took all three dogs for a lovely long walk across the North Downs and got to play with my new toy............... Video Camera it's dinky !!! I can remember the days when they were HUGE and you had to carry a separate battery pack which was also HUGE............ I wonder what my dear old gran would think of technology these days. Ponder I've really bought it to video Lin and Harry ( Maldervale Royal Mint ) at Crufts on Thursday he's only in the puppy classes but just to get there is Cool 

 

Woke this morning to find a card pushed under my bedroom door from Scott........... Just read 'Mum All the best Scott' ...................He does love me really..........Huh *****  Out The Door ............... Oh!!!!!!!!  I'm bad  Roll 


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From: MSN NicknamemeonmyownagainSent: 3/15/2008 10:20 AM

Sat 15th

Been a while since I updated my diary, never was any good at keeping one  hey ho, such is life.

Any way Lin and I spent a good day at Crufts, Harry didn't get placed but Hey he was up against the cream!!!!!!!!!!!! and it's quite an achievement in itself to qualify. Good day was had by all, but the BEST bit is I've managed to get on the Philora puppy waiting list...........Puppies Oh joy !!! Ruby Tuesday is going to have a playmate.

 

The weather in Surrey has been pretty bad, not as bad as some parts of the UK but I was listening to the tiles on my house vibrating,just waiting for one or two to fly off.......... I'm happy to report all's well and just lost a bit of trellis that's coming down anyway to make way for my new conservatory.

Took all the dogs for their first walk in the woods yesterday  since the gales and I was pleasantly surprised to see far less storm damage than I'd expected, not only that but the first Bluebells Flowers Flowers wood Anenomie ( spelling ? ) and Celendine are out, spring is DEFINITELY just around the corner.

 

I'm happy happy happy !


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From: MSN NicknamemeonmyownagainSent: 3/17/2008 9:08 PM

  Mon 17th 

It's Harry's 1st Birthday today (Lin's Min Poo) I made him a cake out of dog biscuits, pork fat and chocolate drops  Cupcake  Yummy if your a dog !!!!!!

 

Unfortunately I fell off the wagon yesterday Drinking Red Wine  and didn't make it into the chat room................ I'm SorryDon't really know why, but one glass lead to two which lead to three......... You know how it goes   Fat Drunk And Stupid<<<< Ruby.  Hey- ho paid the price this morning. Bloodshot 

Took Ruby Tuesday to the vets for a blood sample which I've sent of to America for DNA testing. I want her to have a litter of puppies one day but if she comes back as a carrier of PRA ( A slow degenerative disease of the eye that eventually leaves the dog blind) I'll have her spayed.


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From: MSN NicknameRUSTY9120Sent: 3/17/2008 10:07 PM
jasper says .......oy aunty rube wheres me cake please ,  woof woof, well done you admiting you fell off the wagon , proud of you , slips are easy ....it,s getting back on thats brave xxxxx

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From: MSN Nicknamechriss-71Sent: 3/18/2008 2:49 PM
you may have taken a small step back ruby but you know you can easily leap forward again too xxx

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From: MSN NicknamemeonmyownagainSent: 4/7/2008 9:04 PM
Haven't updated my diary for a while so I thought if I came clean maybe I'll get back on track.
 
Well I've been b-a-d  No back to a bottle of wine a night....... all started when the ex Narcassistic man who WAS in my life and obviously needs a bit of narsasistic supply....probably between relationships and feeling a bit low..... Has been texting me, wanting to meet.
 Sinister Ruby always used to be a soft touch so I'll just tap into her supply again untill I feel better then devalue and disguard as I always do.
 
Only THIS time Ruby's wise to the pattern, THIS time Ruby WON'T get sucked in. THIS time Ruby's STRONG >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>.
 
Except she's HUMAN and STILL in love with the  Bastard From Hell who knows how to ring my bells untill  Prince Kiss except he's not a frog he's a  Monster 2 with no soul or empathy.
 
WHEN will this end????????????? WHEN will I truly have MY life back??????????  Screamer 

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From: MSN NicknameFairyJessica1Sent: 4/7/2008 9:18 PM
thinking of you ruby.
i can understand where your coming from with this. my ex has started to send me nice texts and i'm not sure what he wants. normally they are nasty or i just don't hear from him. when he picks the youngest up i hide behind the blinds wanting to get a peek at him. i know deep down i would be so tempted if he wanted to come back into my life. i have no answers at all except you seem very strong and determined by your post that you won't get sucked in again. i hope that stays true.
xxxxx

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From: MSN Nicknamechriss-71Sent: 4/18/2008 8:59 PM
you keep being that stron ruby youve become without him xxx
and you keep hiding behind them blinds jess...

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From: MSN NicknameRUSTY9120Sent: 4/18/2008 9:04 PM
WHEN YOU DECIDE YOUR WORTH SOOOOO MUCH MORE , ....WE ALL KNOW YOU ARE

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From: MSN NicknamemeonmyownagainSent: 4/18/2008 9:31 PM

Ok Pity-party over  Tantrum 

I'm Happy happy happyCurrent Mood - Happy   

Yesterday they came out and measured up for my conservatory that I've been promising myself for a-g-e-s it's going to be fairly expensive but >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> beautiful !!!!

 

On Thursday next week I'm going to Essex to choose Ruby Tuesday's husband, also fairly expensive but beautiful !!!  

 

And I'm feeling so posostive at the mo, even though I've allowed myself to gain 2 stone in weight....................  Fat Woman 2 I'm beautiful  Falling Off Chair Laughing 

 

And so are all my friends on here  Kisses 


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From: MSN NicknameRUSTY9120Sent: 4/19/2008 11:08 AM
""I ALLOWED MYSELF" OHH RUBY WONDERFUL WORDS WELL DONE XXXXX

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From: MSN Nicknamechriss-71Sent: 4/19/2008 1:24 PM
wowwww a doggy wedding...come on rusty we can go and buy the posh frock and hat...wahoooooooo xxxx
yep ruby we are all buetifull xxx

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From: MSN NicknamemeonmyownagainSent: 5/24/2008 6:35 PM
  Introducing Reggie  

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