Today is an Anniversary for me, so hope you don't mind me writing this here? It's the only way I can get through the day!
I REMEMBER MINE!
Remembering the tears of that fateful day,
Wondering why they wont go away!
The pain inside, from what you did,
I know back then, I wasn't a kid!
But I was a 'mother' and someone's 'wife',
What you did to me then, wasn't very nice.
You took advantage of me that time,
You know that you committed a crime?
On a fateful holiday, to help you through,
I'd only gone along, because, I was told too!
My husband back then, he has no idea,
Even if he did, he'd probably cheer!
'Cause he was an abuser, just like you,
I've no idea, how I made it through.
The day I awoke, to you in my bed,
I wish I'd been somewhere else instead!
You forced me to do things, I didn't want,
Then for years with that knowledge, you would taunt.
You denied, you had done anything wrong,
Said you 'can't remember', when I told my song.
But I know the truth, its deep within,
The way I feel today, it is YOUR sin.
I was your step daughter, you were meant to care,
You NEVER ever, should have gone there!
I hope you know the damage you caused?
My life not normal, now because.
You raped me that day, I'll never forget,
The pain inside, is deeply inset.
I hope one day that I'll get past,
That maybe these memories will not last.
To get past the pain, I feel each day,
I have to find, within the courage to say.
Exactly what you did that fateful day,
How you took my life, and dreams away.
I'd been through enough, in my life so far,
But you continued to Abuse me from afar!
For many years after, you chased and harrassed,
Until I stood up, to you, you fucking ASS!
I hate you for what, you did to me, that time,
'Cause Abuse is Abuse, I remember mine!
By Kathy.. 28/4/08