No More delays!
Anger and pain, where does it go?
Deep, deep inside, that I know.
We hide it so well, it eats us away,
Should all the anger, inside us stay?
How do we cope when it rears its head?
How do we deal with this pain instead?
The anger I feel, at what went on,
Has for many years, stopped me singing my song!
Now I am angry, at what might have been,
It was taken away, when I was a teen.
Now as I fight to get it all back,
I'm fighting these feelings, but strength do I lack!
Am I strong enough, to handle this pain,
Will I lose control, of it all once again?
I need to know with all my might,
Can I continue this endless fight?
By losing control of my anger and pain,
I will only end up, hurting me once again.
Living my life on a very short fuse,
I am so used, to just being used.
So how do I know, which way to turn?
Will I find out before friendships I burn?
As I wreck my life, it seems to destroy,
Or is that just 'The Abusers' ploy?
DO we grow up, thinking Anger is wrong?
Is that why we all, stopped singing our song?
How do we know, that we can be true?
And show if we're angry, without hurting you!
I have so much pain, hiding deep within,
I sometimes feel to show it's a sin.
I need to be strong, and control my thoughts,
Because freindship is not, something that can be bought!
I hate myself, and what I've become,
Can anyone help, me add up the sums?
Anger and pain, a part of my life,
Re-Living it all, is causing much strife.
I need to control my actions, and ways,
I need to do it now, with no more delays!
By Kathy