u can make me u can break me u can help me fall
just stop sitting there putting up those walls
1 good day 10 bad u think life is over but let me tell u ur wrong
u can stand an cry u can stand and whine
u can stand back and watch the hands of time
its better 2have loved than never b loved
start looking deep inside its me u might find
on a bed against a wall on the grass it never mattered he was always tall
fiddling an fondling boobs and all
tears or fears they just hit the dam wall
wats ur excuse i say its my turn 2play
beat me up as if u give a fuck ur common sense has gone
smells of u near ur eyes so sharp make mine wanna disappear
rough of ur skin ur whispers in my ear
y did i even let u get in????????
just 4 a minute realise its tears in my eyes
u push harder ur voice gets deeper ur mind goes outta control
im not ur girlfriend im not ur wife
im ur little sister not some crazed sex toy
its a matter of minutes feels like hours
my jobs done now i come out with smiles
go 2bed cuddle my ted y keep it happening
i just wanna b dead instead of always weting the bed!
born for pleasure born 4 joy but u took that as if i was ur toy
it hurt even though i dnt show it i scream in my head not because i love it
scraem out loud i get my lesson learnt
just keep ur eyes shutt dnt say a word and its over good girl
dnt let this annoy u its past its gone y bring it up after so fucking long?
sit in the corner its me i should honour
scared and alone can any1 bring me home?
i want 2 feel safe not just in my home
dnt want any1 2 c me as sexy i want 2 curl up and cover up all of my body
go back 2 my parents house real soon
i cant avoid it i already feel the gloom
furniture and decorations have changed but im still that girl
who was sexually abused!!!!!!!!!!