jy - i feel like i'm at the end of my rope too-i feel so furious then so sad that i have to give myself time to recover physically-i get so angry with my 14 yr old son p/n i feel stange-how am i going to bear this for 3 1/2 more yrs ?........

                belrose777     p.s. call the non emergency police # and ask for victems assistance and they may have so info for you (((((((((hug))))))))  :)