Vera

 

I know what you are saying and understand every word

 

My P is dead

 

Be careful what you wish for - having your P dead is not what it might seem to be

 

When my P died I thought it was over but 22 years later - it's not

 

Of course - I don't grieve all the time - hardly ever now - but death stops the P from all that day-to-day hell presents

 

It changes though - to a different kind of hell

 

I wish this was not true - but it is

 

And I really do understand your situation if it's unique - and I know it's unique, and no one can tell what another person feels, knows, needs etc

 

But be careful what you wish for

 

Please

 

Sparky

 

Of course - if your P dies - I will still be here for you