Dear Jeannie,
Thank you for your quick response. Also, thank you for sending out your
heart;I will borrow yours as mine seems to broken at the time. I want to
thank you for pointing me into the right direction. I am a Christian, and
although not having been a practicing one as of lately, I do know that
reading the Bible is what helped me through my last P ten years ago. In
fact it was the only thing that helped. That and my term"positive revenge"
which I see as-since I dont' have it in me to get even, I will be trying my
best to put my energy towards bettering myself evertime I find myself
thinking of P.
The last time, what helped me was that everytime I began to think of P, I
would pick up somehting that was intended to help better me. My "revenge"
is to be stronger and happier than ever before. Sounds like a commercial
for a new toothpaste huh? Well it works...it's called new and improved.
Thank you for all of your support. I couldn't have gotten to this last goal
if I hadn't of reached out. Practicing it all will be a whole nother thing
but at least I have a good clue on where I want to go with all of this. I
now have a glimmer of hope)at least for myself.
I will be checking out those passages that you sent me. It's funny. I
never knew that P's existed back then too;it just didn't occur to me. Maybe
the good thing to come out of all of this is that I will have a renewed
faith that I will never let go of again.
I have set up an appointment with a counselor. Thank you for encouraging me.
I will also be looking itno that website that you pointed me towards.
When you described your story, I no longer felt alone. It sounded exactly
like my XP. He too dropped my other son off with his Mother for her to
raise while I did not know of my son's whereabouts. It got so hairy, that
she had my son removed from her home to a foster home. He has been running
interference, making it so that she has not seen or talked to her grandson
in three years.
He couldn't have the sense to se that my son was in the right place. He had
to come in there and raise havoc. Life is never normal around a P. It's
only when they want something.
Wow, when I look back at re-reading your story, I no longer feel alone. I
felt really bad about myself for the steps I have taken. After reading your
story, it has validated what my instincts told me to do all along. Thank
you for all of your time and consideration.
My prayers are with you you also.
Julie
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