What can I say?.if there were words I could give you, I would certainly send them to you. I know that look only too well.its the look they give when you catch them out...yet again...but it doesn't seem to matter how much damage they do, the reaction from them is always the same. I hope you have a good support network.......sometimes I feel that there isn't time or a place for me to let go and let my guard down cos I have to deal with everybody else's emotions and pain....thats another reason why this site is so good..........its so comforting for me to come here and say whatever I am feeling and know people understand just what I mean and they don't get the wrong end of the stick cos they are here too.........and who better to listen..others in the same boat. I have recently been through the court system.and they moved the moon for me to help me.......they are only human too but sometimes the law just doesn't always fit the situation.I'd just like to give you a big hug...try and keep your chin up, its never easy. hugs. twink.