Hi Rose,
Oh yes..."the look" you can just see the rage burning in their eyes, sometimes it's so harsh you almost feel cinged by it. I know that look...I always found it disturbing to look up and find my daughter watching me, the unmistakable raw hatred in her eyes...and when she realized I noticed, to see her blink it away...almost like a curtain dropping... used to make the hair on the back of my neck stand up.
Thinking about that still gives me a creepy feeling...do I think she has the potential to be violent? We all have that potential, but the majority of us control that in ourselves. Anything is possible with my daughter, remembering the kitten in the washing machine incident, as well as her shoving me three years ago when I stood in front of her demanding an explanation as to the lies she had told about me. She has made reference to hiring a hitman to kill me, and used to comment on how easy it would be to kill me when I am sleeping. Even going as far as to tell people that with all my allergies, and the severity of some of them, all she has to do is slip something into my food and I'd die.
I am SO glad she is not around, and can't come around because of the peace bond.... just remembering all this has given me the creeps.
Hang in there Rose, stay strong...you are on the right path with cutting the financial flow off... just be careful...I've learned that the unexpected is the norm with these kids.
Hugs
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