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SEXUAL ABUSE

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I was 9 years old and my uncle was dropping my stepdad off to work and I went with. After he dropped of my stepdad (Bob) uncle Male drove his pickup truck into the woods and told me to take of my pants and panteys. I was terrified. I listened. He made me lie down on the seat while he incerted his fingers inside and wiggled them around and asked if it felt good. I said yeah cuz I was terrified and figured that is what he wanted to hear. He got out of the truck and told me to watch him. He got a rag from under the seat while he jacked off.......when he came, he told me "this is called cum." He tol me to not tell anyone and he would give me $5 then he said $3 then it went down to $2. He drove me to his house and my aunt was at work. He made me suck on his penis. Yuck I thought it was soooo grose. Then he told me to lie down on my stomach, on the foot stool. I did and then I spit on the floor cuz I thought it was so sick to suck his penis. Sorry this is very hard for me cuz I have never told anyone this since I was 9. While I was laying on my stomach he incerted his penis into my

back end. When he was done he brought me home and gave me $2. I felt so dirty and bad and was kinda like a zombie. I sat at the table and felt this nagging feeling, like I should tell. I was so scarred. I finally got the nerve to say "mom uncle Male touched me down there." Sorry I'm shaking on the inside right now and hyperventalating. My mom called my aunt and told her to bring my uncle over also. My mom called the police. One police asked my uncle Q's in the living room while one asked me Q's in the bedroom with my mom there. They took me to the ER and incerted the cold mettle thing incide me and I screemed while holding my moms hand. It hurt worse than what my uncle had done. They looked at both openings and told my mom that I was torn. Yeah if I wasn't torn already I sure would be now. I'm so glad now they don't examin girls by doing a pelvic exam. I was so messed up after all that. I started councling. I almost had to testify in court but in the end he pleaded guilty to a lesser charge, I guess. He got off on bond, no jail time at all. Found out that he was doing the same thing to all his other neices but nobody told but me. Here is a pedifile that had more than one victum and he gets off scott free.......I don't get it. I seen him when I was 16, he came in to eat at Burger King where I worked and I freaked out. I finaly told my boss and she told me that she could not do anything about him being there cuz he is a customer. I went out to clean the tables and he just stared at me. He had a new wife and 2 little girls. The next day he came in all by himself. You talk about freaked out.......I was a basket case. Found out he mollested his new wifes 2 daughters and they only looked like they where 4 and 6. That is one of my sexual nightmares.

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