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From: MSN Nickname♥Angel4eva�?4  (Original Message)Sent: 9/3/2007 1:09 PM

 

 

 

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Well I finally got a good nights sleep last night and it felt great!  Unfortantly today is going to be another boring day, the family has nothing planned (we never do, like it would kill us to do something together).  So I might plan to just crochet for awhile and relax. I still have to get the kids ready for school, which starts on Wednesday, yeaaa!
 Im still depressed but not as bad as I was, thank god. I think Im finally coming out of it, at least I hope so. Things have to change, I cant keep cutting and trying to OD. I have 4 kids to take care of and they need me, I know this logically but my brain tells me that they would be better off without me. I know its just the illness talking to me but its hard to ignore. Oh well Im just trying to get by day by day.
~Kim
 

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From: MSN NicknameTheButterflyJaniceSent: 9/7/2007 11:40 AM
((((Kim)))) I can relate very well to where you are, I have been there so many times myself. But like  you already said, it's just the demon taking over your body. We have to thake it day by day, hour by hour, min by min, or sec by sec. What ever way we have to take it to make it through the day safely hun. No cutting and oding isn't the ansewer, but then it's not that easiser, it's easier said then done. But then we must think of the family and children. Yes we do think they would be better off with out us, but that is FAR from the truth. And that is what we must get through our heads and mind. that's why we must take it which ever ay we have have to take it which ever way we have to, to make it through the day. Remember we are here to help you the best we can hun. All you have to do is reach out and grab our hand.
Love & Hugs!
Butterfly~Jaince