I think i have been over doing things a wee bit, and need to take to bed and let my body rest for a couple of days.
I've been having panic attacks, and thought that I was managing them quite well - but yesterday evening i had a really bad one and today the doctors have told me i need to shut off my mind and just rest. They have given me some pretty heavy duty medicine to take for the next 4 days and i need to listen to what they are telling me so that i can get back on track and be here for my family.
So I am asking for healing for me, I know you have all been sending us so much love and light and healing already as dawn continuies to take steps in her recovery, i just think i should ask for me now as i know how wonderuflly effective all the healing is that is sent from here.
I am open to anything, I will be in bed for today, and probably most of tomorrow so relaxed and open to receiving it.
I promised my doctor if things are no better after a coupleof days 'shut down' I will go back on monday and see the counsillor to get some new tricks and tips for dealing with high anxiety.
Thank you all so much for everything you have done in the last month for us as a family, my heart, body and soul is so honoured to have you all here with your love and support.
I'll be over on silver ilsand a bit whilst i am on cloud cuckoo land i think, so do look out for me over there if youcome to visit.
I love you all very much, and am doing the best i can to get well so that i can get back to normal (is there such a thing) and come here and be with you all properly.
I'm quicly going to post in the update thread about dawn. More good news!
Love and light ever
Erika xxxxxxxxxx