Hi Shelly here goes

 

Sometimes I wonder what life is all about. If there is any meaning, or if there is any control over anything really. I have so many questions and so many empty thoughts, where I feel that I should be thinking about things more important than my own mundane life. I crave so much yet feel that I have so little to give and yet, I know within my heart are good intentions.

 

This is you shelly at the moment, you've reached a stage where you want answers and reasons and also to be happy within the 'mundane every day moments'. You've read a few books and they have teased you in to wanting to know more and you want to try as many different things as you can. Life is too short and you want to make sure you've done it all. Please sit down and try to see everything within your eyes.... you will soon see for yourself that, perhaps there are a few things that you might not be able to do and that there are other things that you will be able to excel at. Precious moments are like gem stones to you.

 

I have a father figure (For me this means someone that feels like a father, but could be a grandfather etc) in spirit, mid to late 50's wearing a brown suit and a trilby hat. He worked with his hands... I am seeing diamonds. During the war we had little so we made the most of what we had, which wasn't much. We pulled together and some pulled rank he laughs but we got the job done in the end. There was a lot of bitterness during war time but we grew stronger as communities, we felt each others pains and we shared each others bath water. You don't live during wartime, yet you see the water disappearing, you feel others pains but you cannot put all this right alone. Take time to enjoy today and look forward to tomorrows surprises as it is so easy to miss the little things in life.

 

I'm seeing an old kitchen stove... I think they are called Ranges... and there is a short little lady with a pinny on and a big smile. She has just finnished baking and is wiping the flour from her hands. This was her haven, where she went to unwind and to think. It's amazing what you can think whilst baking a loaf of bread. She is mentioning the Emerald Isles... and she loved a totty of whisky before bedtime.

 

I just had a ring placed on my right hand ring finger (next to little finger) I feel there is going to be a proposal coming soon and that when the news is heard there is going to be a lot of happiness and cheering... next spring is mentioned. There is going to be a baby for a cousin who has dark hair and I can see red house bricks.

 

Before going I thought I'd see if I could see anything else and I was shown a tall lamp that stands by an arm chair and on the arm of the chair is a teddy. I feel that this is someones favourite chair, well worn and snug and cozy. A great place to sit and read a book or two.

 

God Bless

 

 

Shelly as I saw the Teddy I remembered a drawing I drew earlier and heard the name Ted. If Ted means anything to you let me know and I'll post the picture for you to see.

 

Jan