My dear Suzy, I am so sorry you are in so much pain. I've been there. It wears on your nerves too when you're in pain and on top of that have things you want to do and just don't feel like it. Then that makes the pain worse I think especially the headaches. I can knit some but I'm afraid I'm too far away to be of any help, besides my stuff isn't as beautiful as yours. I'll pray for you to get some relief really soon.
Try not to fret too much...... Love & Light to you. Cheryl