Suzy, Suzy, my dear friend. I want more than anything for you to get control of yourself. Be able to work these things out in your head and get them all straight to suit you. Don't allow the things you feel are failures to you drag you to the bottom. Get motivated, move, do something that will increase your blood moving and your energy level building. If you stay home and continue to feel so low and a failure sweetie you will soon grow into that role. Don't do that please. You honestly have such a better outlook when you have been out and about. Had your meetings and groups and just interacted with others. Do that please, for me if no other reason. But please do it for yourself. It is the most important thing for you to do right now. Build yourself up off the floor. I so very much want you to be happy.  |