first off:well my doctor still hasnt made the refrral so im taking matters into my own hands.. i am writing the new doctor a letter, and im going to her office to drop it off.. wish me luck that things go the way i want them too.
second i am having a very very hard time right now, dont know if its just grieving or my depression or both but i am a mess. im upset that i might have to decide to not go to one of my groups at hopes, since the 3 that i always atttend are now all on the same day so i would be in group from 1-2:30, then 3:30-5:30, then from 5:45 to 7. i think i may have to stop going to one, and it will have to be the one at 5:45, the sew and grow group where we just knit or crochet or whatever and just enjoy ourselves. its just too long a day to do it all.. so im upset that i have to chooose, but i have to for my health. anyways, thats all, im still really sad bout my "friend" but am trying to deal with it with my therapist and other freinds help. anyways thanks for listening (i think.. kind of got the feeling that no one is reading these since i only got one responce to the first post....) huggs suzy