MUM I cant belive 25th May is 11 months since your passing, we will all be standing around your grave at 11am. Its hard to belive that we will see your name carved on the stone. It makes is so real that you are not coming back. I miss you so much our chats, our hugs. Josh misses you so much and is always talking about you.
I feel so scared, torn apart so many feelings I cant put them all into words. I know you are with me and have been in my dreams but mum I just wish I could bring you back, but I know the pain you were in that you are now in the best place.
I love you mum and tommorow at your stone will be telling you this.
All my love
Mandy
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