I apologise for this in advance, Its quite hard reading, I know its a song and not a poem, but to be honest its the only thing that got me through 2005. if i hadnt written this, i'd hav probably been found by those that love me, stone cold.

 

Please feel free to comment  - or not, it makes no difference now. I'm a very differnet person now simply because i managed to get this out of my system.

 

Blessed be. XXXXX

 

Once, was a time, we were young, and we had nothing
That, didnt matter, at all, we had each other
i look back, on it now, and i laugh, we were so close then.
who was the one who changed, and when did it all go wrong

 

I feel that its all going wrong
i feel that its all going wrong

 

I look back at  the times i was glad, with what u gave me
riches beyond compare, that i could never trade
but where, are we now, well we're here, stood at a crossroad
do i carry on as we are, or walk out of the door

 

where did it all start going wrong
where did it all start going wrong

 

So i sit on my own, and i cry,with a number on speedial
and i tap, out a message on my phone, but then delete it
and i sit with a stone to my heart,but feel nothing for you
I'm moving on without you, there's nothing left for me here

 

there's nothing left here for me
there's nothing left here for me

And the house is so clean, and the children are clean
And the garden is clean,and theres no room for weeds
and my shirts are so clean, and my socks are so clean
and my life is so clean, i cant fuckin breathe.

So i work, and i drive, and i'm late, and its all to avoid you
and we sit and we stare at the walls, with nothing to say
here we are,with it  all, everything, we ever wanted
So take, what you need, take it all, i really cant be here

 

I am the one who must change
I am the one who must change

 

Once, was a time, we were young, and we had nothing
That, didnt matter, at all, we had each other
i look back, on it now, and i cry, if only we'd known.
who was the one who would change, and when would it all go wrong