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| | | From: NORA10 (Original Message) | Sent: 5/19/2005 10:08 AM |
I dont even know if i have the right to ask you guys for your prayers or if i should be allowed to accept them. I feel totally broken, I just want it all to end. I thought i had turned things round. I thought i could change things, oh how wrong can you be. I have always been and always will be a total waste of space. Im so sorry for inflicting myself on the group and/or on any individuals here. im sorry for everything nora xx |
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Hiya Nora just read your post and aftre talking to youtoday on the phone I know you can get back up on that pole hun, just cos one punter laughed at you hey did you see him with that beer belly and no hair lmao what was he like and he laughed at you. SeePeople are all diffrent like diffrent things and some act diffrent cos that is just them, for me am sure one day the men in the white coats will come and take me away but hey thats me. I have learnt the hard way that if people want to be your freinds they have to like you the good and the bad and if they cant take that then ask yourself this were they ever your freind. Sorry but as that is what am having just now in my life I just feel hey I am still me but my ex friend has a good memory of only remember a mistake I made unfortunalty for me I remember every good thing I did for her. So the way I see it is go out and enjoy your self take the pole with you and if they ignore you do a dance they will love ya for it, if not there just ignorant people who dont know the art of conversation. We all love you heaps and I love you more lol love ya babes Mandyxxxxxxxxx |
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 Nora I wish I could be with you and hug all that pain right out of you. Just know know that you have good friends here that really care about you and truly understand the pain you are having to endure and please know if any time you want to talk I will be here for you. Nutty will give you my email so feel free to email me any anytime, my shoulder is here for you too. And honey, things can't get any worse they can only get better now. Lots of love and hugz Pebbles xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx |
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| | | From: NORA10 | Sent: 5/29/2005 6:32 PM |
can only say thankyou guys. you are all very kind, but it doesnt change things. The problem is in me. I dont fit in with people. Others just dont like me or want me around, and yeds i know i should ignore it, but hey, im hman i need people around me. I need freinds. I just wish i had someone to give me a hug, but it seems im going to be alone my whole life, and i dont want to feel like this forever nora xx |
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Dear Nora, sorry you are down again, I will phone you if
its alright, but do not want to upset you, you are loved, and at present I feel
all alone, as I have said to you before, I am always in, so please feel free to
phone or e mail me. all my love always from Blossom xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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Sent: 29 May 2005 18:32
Subject: Re: given up
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| From: NORA10 |
can only say thankyou guys.
you are all very kind, but it
doesnt change things. The problem is in me. I dont
fit in with people. Others just dont like me or want me
around, and yeds i know i should ignore it, but hey, im hman i
need people around me. I need freinds.
I just wish i had someone to give me a hug, but it seems im
going to be alone my whole life, and i dont want to feel like
this forever
nora xx | |
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| | | From: rosebud | Sent: 6/3/2005 2:40 PM |
Hi Nora,
I felt the same way has you sweetheart and thats why i cancelled my
membership in all of my groups.
But Bluebell and Jacci made me relise i'm not alone and some people do care
about you and what happens to you.
My heart goes out to you really hun.
I hope your feeling better.
I'm thinking of you and praying you find the strengh you will need to see
you through this horrible dark tunnel you've found your self in.
God bless Rosebud
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| | | From: NORA10 | Sent: 6/4/2005 9:19 AM |
Hi , Thankyou Rosebud for your kind words. It means a lot when people show they care. Like you Bluebell has been really good to me too as have some others . It is really hard to to keep going at the moment. It seems like an effort to do anything and everything seems like a waste of time anyway. I guess it will pass eventually but at the moment i just cant see an end coming. sorry guys, i know i shouldnt be putting all this down here. please forgive me nora xx |
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| | | From: rosebud | Sent: 6/4/2005 6:03 PM |
Hi Nora hun,
The worst thing about depression is that even tho you know your depressed
you can't controll it.
And like Jacci said to me after she got in touch with me after i cancelled
my membership in all of my groups.
When we get depressed we cut our selfs off from other people and isolate
ourself's because of our depression and i relised she was right because that
was exactly what i'd done.
Nora if people can't see you for who you are then they are not worth
spending your time or energy on love.
I can now see this now i'm not depressed but i know when your in that black
hole it's different.
A neighbour of mine who only wants to talk to me when no-one eles is around
and ignores me when other peeps are around.
E.mailed me yesterday asking how i was, she did not really want to know how
i was she just wanted to see if i had any gossip about myself to tell her so
she could spread it around the neighbourhood.
After me and my daughter were assulted i confided in her and told her what
had happened.
It soon came back to me she had spread it around the neighbourhood at the
time she was the only person i'd told so i knew it was her.
It's amazing what you will put up with when you are lonely and depressed and
in need of a friend.
But yesterday i'd had enough of her gossip and lies she had spread about me.
I thought i'd rather have no friends then have a fare weathered friend like
her.
So i e.mailed her back and in a very polite way i told her i was fine and i
was sick of people pretending to be my friend just to find out my business
and then ignoring me in the street when i'd told them my business.
She did not e.mail me back and i.m glad.
So Nora sweetheart if peeps are not nice to you sweetheart don't take it has
a slur on your charactor.
Just think i am too nice and careing too be their friend anyway and if thats
the way they are going to treat me then i'm better off not been their
friend.
You know you can e.mail me anytime you want.
And one day the peeps you have made friends with in cyberspace may become
your reality friends you never know the lord works in strange ways love.
I'm thinking of you and my heart goes out to you sweetheart.
Rosebud
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Yes you should be as we are family hear and are always hear for you
You are one of the few who helped me threw what had to have been one of the worst times of my life and for That I thank you and God and the others
Nora Thank you so much for being my friend and Family
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| | | From: LETTI | Sent: 6/5/2005 7:20 PM |
PRAYERS HUGS AND KISSES GOING YOUR WAY NORA, I DON´T LIKE TO HEAR THAT YOU ARE DOWN LOVE I KNOW YOU ARE STRONG ENOUGH TO FIGHT IT ALL AGAIN AND PUT IT BEHIND YOU, ALL MY LOVE LETTI XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX  |
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| | | From: NORA10 | Sent: 6/6/2005 9:11 AM |
Thankyou everyone and im sorry nora xx |
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| May some light find you in your darkness sweetie. I'm so sorry you're suffering like this. My prayers and thoughts are little, but they go to you. I do know what it's like in there. Elke xxx |
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| | | From: NORA10 | Sent: 11/13/2005 8:16 PM |
Hello Sol, I emailed you in reply to this post. Im not sure if you received it or not. Please dont worry if you do not want to reply but could you just let me know if tyou received my email. I understand if you would prefer to just use the boards love nora xx |
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