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Thanks for requesting and enjoy your tag! Love Irene xx |
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Hi Jen Glad you like the tag. They are special symbols you can use. If you want to use them then just copy cut and paste the ones Ive used. Love Irene xx |
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TO PET-LAMB  Hi love hope you had a good week end with Damian's family love and your hand is feeling better xx Peace xxx xx Smile xxx thought you might like this love xx |
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My First Session I saw an energy healer last night, and really enjoyed it. she did some energy healing on me and some balancing techniques, but we were talking loads about the universal energy, and guides and things like that, everything she said made sence...and the best thing of all!! My throat!! she said it seems to be fear...which totally makes sence. when i first got in there, I just told her about myself and she was asking questions and what i believe in and all sorts to get to know me, and asked me if i wanted to accept my feelings, or block things away, as i told her i can sence feelings, i can sence spirits in my home.. but i told her i wanted to accept it and learn how to control it, which i saw she was pleased about. She's been learning energy healing and other healing methods for four years now, so has loads of experience and things i can learn from. she is totally happy in her life and every so often she'd mention grounding and protecting, and actually told me that she personally doen't put up a wall as she doesn't want to block anything out, but she has TOTAL control over everything that she encounters and that if she doesn't like the feel of anything, then she will send it away.. she seems to be a very strong willed person and learnt loads and has loads of experience so can do things safely, so i am really excited about things I can learn from her..:) She even got rid of asthma (is that how you spell it!..:)) and exma.. Can't wait for my next session. she is only charging me �?0.00 per session, which can last as long as she wants it to, like last night we went on for 1 1/2 hours... but she's open to do what she wants, and the �?0.00 is just for further training, which i think is a great way to go about it. I will let you all know how i progress and what I learn!..:) Pet xxx |
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| My Second Session Hi everyone! I had a great session last night with my energy healer. She helped me to relax first and put me in a trance...well, that's what she called it anyway, was a little scared of that word really, so i'm going to call it meditation..:) i had total control and things, so was ok. so.. She told me to visualise a Fairy.. so i did, one with a pink dress and a lovely pink hat, and Olga then asked me to describe and and told me that she has a wand..:) and i visualised that. and my fairy was flying around. Olga then told me that i was to become the fairy, which i did find quite hard, I did try to look through the eyes of the fairy rather than looking at her, but just me doing that was good enough, as i know i can learn how to do that more and more. Olga then told me to go into my body...lying down on the bed..:) so i walked in through my ear..again i tried to be the fairy but just kept seeing the fairy. Olga kept talking to me..the fiary...asking me where do i want to go..(in my body) and what do i see... That's all Olga did, was help me move around and asked me what i saw and how to make things better..and this is what happened... I firstly and obviously went to my throat..and there was a big tail sticking out of the top (front of throat) it was thrashing around, very angry I could feel it very angry, and i tried to zip up the hole to get rid of it..and then put a door on there..but each time the tail broke out again... in the mean time Olga is just asking me what it looks like, how it feels, how to be strong, that i'm a fairy, to use my magic to sort this out, try and spaek to it... but then, the whole thing fell through and landed in front of me. it was a big fur(r)y monster still very angry, i could feel. with a big mouth and four teeth, big head, leading to the tail..very weird.. and i tried to talk to it and ask it why it was there, but it wouldn't speak to me. it was just angry...but while i was talking to it, it calmed down and just started playing with a doll!! haha..of all things, but had it's head in it's mouth.:) anyway, i felt like there was nothing else i could do now..i think i had come far just accepting that it's there, so was happy like that.. next, I (the fairy) walked down through my arm to my wrist (as it's inflamed and painful) and there was a wall in front of me, a thin skin type wall, pink.. and Olga asked me to describe it and again what do i need to do.. so i slashed it and loads of porraige type stuff came out, really thick.. and Olga kept saying..what do you need to do to make it better, or stronger... and I turned it into Water... which was wierd... Oh and she also said at the beginning...that i just go where ever I feel like going as my subconcious will show me what to do..which is the weirdest thing as i've never done anything like this before and am really excited about what I can learn to do! and get stronger. Anyway.. so I try to slash the bottom of the wall as it's still holding water..and i let it out... then, there was nothing else i could do... Olga kept asking me to see what i could do to make it stronger. I felt again like there was nothing more i can do.. I felt great after wards knowing how far i'd got and Olga said that some people can't even do the beginning of it and be the fairy or visualise so i was really happy at how far i'd come already, and was happy to stop there and learn from that. and i have! I even asked Olga if she was the one that told me to turn the porraige stuff into water, and she said no!.. so it must have been my subconcious!!..:) it was a great experience! Loved it and can't wait to do it again..;) I know that if i practice I can do all sorts!..:) but right now, i really want to learn to listen to my body..:) xx |
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| My third session. we did visualization again...and all the while she was asking me what i see and to ask about things, so it went like this.. I was in a forest, and i had black flat shoes on..i think she did this so that i stay on the ground as i'm very floaty most of the time, which you will read about.. so i'm walking along a path, and she tells me to see a river with a boat docked. The river is too wild, so she asks me to look for a calm bit. which i do behind me, it's still a bit wild, but i try and get in the boat anyway.. and i float up out of the river.. I do try my hardest to stay on a river as such, but it's very hard. i then dock at another part of the forest and get out. I open a gate, an then close it, and she tells me to go to the centre of the field, but i can't cause there is some big metal thing there...flat..but turning, as there is nothing underneath it, so i just stand next to it. she then tells me to draw a big circle around myself...make it big enough to be comfortable. and then to throw out things i don't like, or don't want in my circle...like fear or people i don't like, or things in my life i don't like... which is very hard..and i try to throw my monster out, which you can read about in my other sessions...( I will actually put them all in My Experiences, which i should have done before, but forgot..:)) anyway.. the monster would not go... which was silly of my to try really.. i know i can't get rid of it.. but it's only the size of my hand still..:) all this time, i'm actually trying to stay in the circle... i keep falling through it...or..i either see myself standing in the circle, or I am actually in the circle.. it's hard for me to stay in one place...i'm a very floaty person..and can't control it... which my healer said that sometimes she couldn't feel my energy cause i'd come out..:).... so .. then she says... bring things in the circle that you want in your life...like love, confidence, strength, so i brought my family and boyfriend in as well.. again...looking at me in the circle surrounded by my family..and then in my body again. After i was done with that, i rubbed the circle out and walked back through the gate and back into the boat... i'm trying to think when things happened now.. as it's all wierd.. it was hard getting back to the first bit of forest..but i got there, adn my healer said is anyone there.. and there was a man..with no face in a black suit... just looking at me... or facing me anyway..:O) and i try to ask him things..and if he's the monster..then all of a sudden, he falls to be the monster... but then little star furry things about 2 feet high are all hugging my legs..ha ha....really weird..this is a strong vision of me looking at myself being hugged. its a nice feeling.. so then, i'm floating up and see a penguin... i cut it with a knife and loads of stuff fell out.. i move on.. see a jellyfish floating up, so i try to stay with it and be calm from it as it's lovely.. but it hits something above it and can't get through.. and i try which i do eventually, but i look different adn weird.... and then see metal things, so i get on one and go across some water... again, i see me sometimes, and then i'm back in my body again... on these metal things... back in the forest she tells me to climb a mountain, so i do, very quickly, and get to the top...i try hard to stay on top and not float around, or get blown off by the wind... and then she wakes me up... It's all very weird and I do not understand any of it!..:) but maybe i will one day.. but for now i need to just go with my visualisations cause i've been trying to fight them, like cutting the penguin, i didn't like doing that... so went away from it quickly, it was a great experience..:) |
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My Fourth Session.. well... another session...another amazing experience!!..i'm just learning all the time.. i hope i get everything down here, cause it was a lot to take in. Firstly... we spoke cause i'd had a bad week emotionally, so i was telling her that i'd been angry today,just about silly things, about things that i wanted and couldn't have..so i got frustrated which let me to be angry..then my boyfriend kind of topped it all off..by just being there kind of thing..lol..poor guy!..:) and it was over the phone, but when he got home, i said sorry and knew that i was just venting out at him..:) so.... my healer was asking me why i was angry and when i shouted at my boyf, how did it make me feel and i said it was release...and i can't remember why now..oh yeah, she was asking me how i felt and i said sad..and can realise now it was all frustrated...my whole experience is about frustration cause i can't control my emotions and energy... (which i'll try not to go off on one...as i could do...).. anyway.. she came and sat next to me and asked me where my "frustrations/anger/sadness" was...i said my chest..it was in my chest.. It's hard sometimes cause..in fact, it's hard all the time..lol..the whole procedure of visualising is difficult it's like it's hard work...and not the actual visualising...just because it's all new to me, and it's like learning a new language.. so.. i'm in my chest..and she can feel my energies, she's always there with me on my journey..:) she asked me what it looked like.. and describe everything that happens... so.. in my chest is a blue circle... like a disc...a flat frisby... plastic... and then i notice it had a black centre.... not too sure of emotions.. i try and anylise everything..which is what she's asking me to do...not judging..just feeling you know..trying to get answers and messages.. and it's like it's just sitting under my skin in front of my heart this big blue disc... occationally it'll go smaller.. and even disapear, but it's always there again.. and then it shrunk into a little pink ball..which looked like a screwed up paper..:) and it starting bouncing around my body.. and then... down my leg..and out my big toe!...lol...and it was wierd, like it formed into a person in front of me..but only the energy.. and then my healer brought me back up to my chest again and asked if something was still there.. it was..a big blue wall.. and then it started melting.. slowely. My healer is talking to me all the time asking questions and thing, so sometimes i don't know if i'm getting influence from her, or she's actually helping my body tell me something!..so .. oh, but allthe time i could feel some little aching in my chest.. My healer then told me to go to the top of my head about 10 cms above and see a rainbow.. and then as soon as she said, now see which colour your body needs....Red dropped down... and just floated around my body..as my healer is saying...let it go where it wants to go..:)...and then another colour.... which, i think it was yellow... and then... green i think... but it wasn't doing anything specific, just blowing around my body and my head. She then said, go to your feet... are they on the ground, or floating...?.and i said..floating!.. so she told me to blow my feet up, put them on the ground and then grow roots into the earth!..:)...and i'm trying to think when i felt dizzy...cause i could feel my head lolling to one side...but i don't know how to explain it... at one time i didn't know where it was...:) very wierd..and then got a bit of a headache afterwards..:) but she was trying to get my feet on the ground anyway.. and that was it i think..we just talked after that.. i seriously need to keep my emotions undercontrol and my energies in my body..which i can learn every day and get it right so that i don't take in other peoples emotions cause this really doesn't help! i've got a lot to learn....and i'll sleep tonight i tell yah!..but i've enjoyed it... Next time she's going to do me an Aura reading...which will help me learn about myself as well.. Best stop typing before i have to go onto another post!! ...LOL xxxxxxx Pet.. |
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My Fifth Session It was very hard last nignt to relax.. I got on the bed and she went through her relaxation thing and then told me to draw a circle around myself... and to see what was in the circle that i could through out, or what i would like in my circle.. I can through out feelings, or people.or anything i don't like.. but it was hard.. it was hard to concentrate i think, and i was trying too hard also.. i wasn't allowing the pictuers to come, i was wanting them to and expecting and making them i think...so i was actually fighting with myself.. but first i was on a bench..then a sofa.. then when she asked me what was in there, there was a box or something, but turned into a dog..that started licking my face which was nice, but then it fell through the couch and was gone. and then a box again.. but that was weird, and went away as well.. then she told me to just relax cause i tend to float.. she keeps telling me that I'm too spiritually connected and i really need to ground myself.. i need control with that part..but need to stop trying to control all other things.. I do have a problem with wanting to control everything...in my life as well. so i realy need to practice being grounded, and that will make me much more happier in my life. When i was trying to just lie in the circle there was a whirl wind around me.. so I really can't just relax in there.. strange. but need to practice that more on my own to ground myself..:) i was very aggitated as well. and worried about my arm so it was a few things last night. |
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Hi Pet Lamb, Hope your move went ok and you have settled in alright. I have moved but was a bit of a nightmare, but at least i am near the sea in which i love. And that i have my house when i have finished sorting it out. Take care, chat soon Donna |
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Hi Donna.. I'm fine thanks..and yup, we're all settled in the new house now.. Damian is up stairs painting as i type..:) his parents are over on wednesday, so he's painting the guest bedroom first..:)) The day we moved it absolutely poured it down Donna!!.. and we had a nightmare getting our couches out the flat..so they both had to go off the back roof as we're up one floor above a shop!.. so that was hard work... and then the week we were off work the sun shined!! so that was nice..:)) i suppose we didn't have many bad things happen, so i should count myself lucky... (is that the saying..LOL) we're ordering the kitchen this week and then the bathroom when that is fitted..:) i just want everything done now..haha.. How did your move go....what happend.... sorry to hear it was a bit of a nightmare..but i suppose it all comes with moving house!.. it can never go smoothly! haha... never does..:) but yeah, at least your in now..that's what i keep saying.. i'm dreading our first mortgage and monthly bills...but i'm sure it'll be fine..:) xxxxxxxxxx |
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Glad your settled. Can understand about the mortgage i feel the same. When i first came in the house it was really in a state and needed cleaning, so came back to clean with the kids, had only been in house 20mins and had to go to A+E my lil girl cut her head open! To make it worse my hubby was on his way down from Manchester with the dogs had no key to house to find a note saying where we were so travelling 250miles and not being able to relax. Anyway she is fine now just doing my head in as i try and do something and she mucks it up but she is nearly 2 and at that age. The guy we bought off had left a lot of his stuff here so we had to get rid of it, before we could get ours in. I am getting there slowly but is hard as still trying to sort things out with kids is a nightmare as my hubby back up north at mo. But like you said it's our own house and we are in and we are all ok. So bless us both in our new homes xxxxx |
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awww..glad she's ok..that must have been the worst time for that to happen..i suppose you just have to think of all the good things hey...but yeah, having kids while moving house is not fun... lucky for our friend..she's got a ...nearly 2 year old... (may 24th actually)..:O) so she couldn't pack for ages cause the child kept wanting to climb on all the boxes..:) but luckily my sister..who's preggers babysat while we all helped them move house....packing boxes on the day as well..but i'd just moved house the week before so knew exactly how to do it all..haha..good experience..:) I hope everything goes well for you now in your new home Donna! i wish you all the best and hope you dont' have any more problems..:) xxxxx Do you miss Bury? |
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At times yes but won't admit that to the hubby!!! But glad to be by the beach nowas not far from the house. |
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LOL....ooh lovely to be by the beach.. we have a beach about 20 minutes away..but dont raelly go that often..:) it's like the Keukenhof..the biggest garden in the world..or Europe...lots of people from all over the world..and i really have to say millions!! seriously..look up Keukenhof and you'll find it no problem..well it's in our town of Lisse and i've been maybe twice or three times since i've been in holland..:) quite funny..:) |
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