Madolly

 

I'm not sure whether you meant that post to be a celebration of your love for your husband or a cry for help. Are you really not up to living any more..??

 

I haven't lost my husband and I'm not sure that I would have shed too many tears if I had.. ( we are not married anymore) so I can barely imagine that type of pain, but I do know that what time we have on this earth is precious and we have the opportunity to live joyously rather than just exist.

 

I hope you can find it inside yourself to live a joyous life.

 

Thinking of you

Donna

Dear Stinky thank you for your kind words.  some times I try to get up and go and do things.  I am taking a trip to Las Vegas next week, but most of the time I just miss him so much I dont have the stregnth to get up and do anything.  Love Dolly

Dear Donna  that message I suppose was both,.  Sometimes I miss him so much I get depressed but I try to pull myself out of it..  I have great kids and grandkids and I love them so much but at the end of the day I am still alone.    Dolly

THis might sound a little inane but have you thought about getting a pet.. you'd have something/someone to cuddle and you'd be less alone...

Oh Dolly sweetie, no one can understand your feelings unless they have been there,which I know many of us have,and not sure about this heaven thing,but I do no we move on to different realms where we will be! with our loved ones again,u say u wish to see his face then darling .sit and relax, meditate ,and feel his presence,open your mind to him and he will come sometimes its just a smell,or a feeling but even if you just close your eyes and remember you can see him again thats what are brain does remember and photograph beautiful memories,he will always be tthere know one can take our memories,but u know u speak of counting down the days to when you are with him again,he is still with u and always will be,but all the time you are on this plain,you must try to endevour to live,because this world is just a learning curb.and we must live it ,does,nt always seem fare and just but all the same its a gift to get us ready for the for the next path...when u feel so low please please walk outside .watch the branches move.listen to the song bird.herea baby cry because these things are to give thanks for,Grief is an awful thing,and can feel like hell itself,but we are given these emotions for a reason,lets try and live through them together,please please contact me off line,as I think I can help

               luv  nd blessings 2 u darling

                  Bea  xx

  Dolly    

 

 

love

BlueBell xx

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Sending You and Yours Love and Light Whitecloud.x.x.x 

            

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Whatever we were to each other, that we still are.<o:p></o:p>

Call me by my old familiar name,<o:p></o:p>

Speak to me in the easy way which you always used.<o:p></o:p>

Laugh as we always laughed at the little jokes,<o:p></o:p>

We enjoyed together.<o:p></o:p>

Play, smile, think of me, pray for me.<o:p></o:p>

Let my name be the household word,<o:p></o:p>

That it always was. Let it be spoken without effort.<o:p></o:p>

Life means all that it ever meant.<o:p></o:p>

It is the same as it ever was;<o:p></o:p>

There is absolutely unbroken continuity.<o:p></o:p>

Why should I be out of your mind<o:p></o:p>

Because I am out of your sight?<o:p></o:p>

I am but waiting for you,<o:p></o:p>

For an interval, somewhere very near just around the corner.<o:p></o:p>

All is well.

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Dear Stinky

What is an absent soul retreival? I would like to learn more about it.  Thanks Dolly

 dear dolly hope your ok my thoughts are with u my sons  wife died not 2 years ago he has his good days and they get more than the bad days now wish u luv and light pip