Hello everyone, much love to you all here, I am new and just finding my way on my path if you like. I don't know where to start to tell you the truth, and I have some understanding of somethings that have happened to me. I really cannot say what it is I am , but many years when I was 9 I use to float to the ceiling, and then I use to hear voices, then preminitions, of course I didn't know that at the time. when I told my mother she didn't understand.

       Still at 9 I remember looking into the mirror and starred at my reflection, but to my horror if you like, I had this awful feeling that I was not looking at my real self. My face and me as a person did not fit right, and so I took a smaller mirror and placed behind my head to see what was really there, but of course being a child I couldn't see anything other than what I was looking at. I began to wonder about feelings and wondered what others were feelings , you see I when I looked at myself I knew I was hiding my feelings and wondered what every one was thinking and feeling, I basically wanted to know if others felt like me.

   Anyway many years later I began to meditate and instead of focusing my mind on a  flame or apple or whatever I focused my mind on my self, and what journey I have had ever since.

    I began to focus as time went by , I was getting messages from a higher source, and what I was learning was about my physical self versus the real self. I language and understanding about me was changing , so was my beliefs about myself. it was very much like becoming your internal counsellor with a spiritual edge. My perception began to change, so did my intuition, meaning the more I focused on me, the more I learned about others. I then began to feel the extreme subtle vibrations of feelings that were very very deep in myself and others, and could know what others were feeling . Then I began to see auras, and I use to feel others, like sponge, I then began to see spirit and give messages to others, by ego became the better of me, thinking I was special and thinking it was me who had a gift, but later learned It was god who was doing everything not me.

   When I learned this lesson, it didn't matter how high I growing in self awareness and spiritual development, my lesson was to always come down and be on peoples level of understanding. and this the lesson that I have learned, that the higher we go, the more we have to come down to help others. I have to say I had experienced some horrific experiences and seen the most horrible visions, as I began to work on the souls that had departed and could see their conditions of pain and suffering, working with light, I began to do soul work mostly with people here and as I have no real label to call myself I can only say that I love others and want to help others which I continue to do.

    I think I will learn a great deal here from you or at least understand. I hope I do make some friends here ,as I can see how hard the moderators have worked and the information here is a breath of fresh air.

   So I feel I have said enough for now but just wanted to write something about me. God bless. cheeky