KBT-thank you for your reply-i'd have more to say but i'm so stunned by today's antics as well i haven't quite recovered-i think though w/o your note i'd have gone to bed and cried 'til i could sleep-you gave me that i'm not alone-since i'm actually home alone maybe i'll watch a movie and get out of my head-thanks for passing on your preacher's words-he's right-i felt God tugging at me to read what He has to say/talk with him more  anyway-belrose