I just need to vent. My eldest son 18 is a P and I always suspected that his younger brother was too but I hoped I was wrong and have done all I can to try and make him see right from wrong etc etc. Last week he finally revealed his true colours and I see him for what he is. He may as well have stabbed me in the heart. I have never felt such anger and am struggling to deal with it. I dont know how he could do this to me------but I know now that I mean NOTHING to him and it really hurts. I have lost 2 sons to this disease.

He is 16 and I have to live with him and put up with this until he is 18-----I dont know how I will cope. You would think that I would have all the answers as I have been here before but it is no easier 2nd time around.