Hi angells,

Welcome to the group.I am sorry that you are having such a hard time with all that is going on in your life.Its good to vent and know that others really understand what you are going through.It helps me to restore my sanity! The anger, hurt, and  shock are all normal emotions that our Ps thrive on when they see us suffering.They have no emotions at all for anyone.Try to keep strong, we are all here for you and will always listen.

Take care

zin