This is my last pack of cigs.... it's time to quit...I'm mentally geared up for it....and I'm paying $10/pack
the past couple of times I've been in the hospital I've had to go on oxygen because my Sats are so low....so I've been gearing myself up mentally and decided that now is the time
please keep me in your prayers and good thoughts... I have the patch... and baby carrots...LOL... but I'm worried that it will trigger my anxiety issues.... I know... worrying will trigger them...LOL... but I'm trying to stay upbeat and positive about it
on another note..... my beloved son wrecked my car.... he's fine but my little red beast is a write off.... insurance is giving me 1100 for it... but in my financial situation...1100 isn't going to buy me much of a car... but I'll find something.... I have faith
that's another thing that's newsworthy... I've gone back to the faith of my youth... I finally realized that doing things on my own wasn't working out for me too well....so I've put my whole life in God's hands.... it's making life so much easier to deal with.....
I'm being positive about everything now... it's just amazing... I'm not going to try to get off my meds though... maybe someday... but not now...
but that's the news of the day....