It boggles my mind when drs. book 5-6 patients in one hour, billing each one or their insurance out of greed, and then spending so little time to help them, lacking compassion or understanding! Did they become a dr. strictly for the money? Allany of us can do is try a new dr. There are so many dr.s who do care about the health and pain of their patients, so please do not give up.
You are strong to fight off depression. So many find it easy to give up and climb into a shell or turn to drugs or alcohol.
Life offers each of us, especially you so much more.
I wish you the best.
Raymond.