I sincerely hope you wouldn't want to hurt yourself. I do understand though that pain can drive you to the brink of sanity. At one time it drove me to the point I put myself in the hospital for three days. That was enough to do if for me and snap me out of it. Most of my depression arose from not allowing myself to admit to being disabled and moving forward in my life. Once I began to move forward, the depression lessened. But from time to time, depression does set in and I believe it's normal for chronic pain patients to feel this way at times. |