Fire her, Noora. Get rid of that doctor and try another one. Actually, try to get a referal to a pain clinic at this point.
If she had treated your pain and gotten you come help with your problems you wouldn't be in the situation you're in today. Shame on her. She doesn't deserve to be called a "doctor".
This is NOT your fault. Noora.
Find a new doctor, hon. And if you don't like the new one, keep trying until you find one you do like. OK?
Lots of love and healing hugs,
Dan