my dear  woman  you have  more  than  enough to worry  about.......

i hope  things  even out  for   you.  take one problem at  a  time  . get that  fixed  and then move  to another.   of  course  rant  and  rave in between. Women are  allowed  to  do  this.

 

i know  exactly how  you  are  feeling  overwelmed and  confused   guilty the list  goes  on

 

You have enough on  your plate to  begin  with then  bam someone  throws another problem in

 

They  say God only  gives  us what we  can handle.   but  my  reply  to   that   was    Well it someones else  turn.

But  we  do manage  but  the hard  thing to  do is  give  up  the   WHAT IFs......i hope each day gets  better for   you and everything that seems like a  hugh  problem  becomes a little one  and   fixable.  you  are  in  my  thoughts  and prayers   joann