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| | From:  kscowgirl031 (Original Message) | Sent: 7/19/2007 4:51 AM |
see another reason why this group is my sanity!! a place where I can come and put my tears!!! knowing if they are read, they won't be judged, but understood! have you ever missed someone so much, that sometimes you are afraid to close your eyes cause you are afraid you won't remember? have you longed to smell the smell of a person, then one day you can't almost remember it?? that you are almost afraid to sleep cause what if he isn't even in your dreams?? thats where I am right now, and yeah it hurts like hell! I hate it!! I go over the what ifs every day now for years, and in my inner heart, can't choke him outta there, and I don't want to have the day when I can't at least see him when I can close my eyes to dream! soulmates to me are real, but the waiting for when the universe thinks is the right time for them to happen really really sucks! I know he is my soulmate, in this lifetime! he is my knight in shining armor, he is the one person in my lifetime that my heart can't let go of! I ain't young and i ain't stupid! been divorced twice! but this man i am talking of, theres nothing that I can do make him not be in my heart! not a single day goes by, not an hour of my awake time that i don't think, long, wonder about him, and knowing him as i do, he does the same! WHOOOOOOOOOOOOO gets to decide when is when?? I dread the day I can't remember |
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KS... good morning Honey... I stumbled into this post feeling blistered and raw from my own recent heartaches. While reading about your own tremendous yearning for that special person who seems to be the other "half" of you, I longed to put my arms around you and reassure you that the heart never forgets... Having to love from a distance defies everything we have ever read or heard about love finding a way, somehow, somewhere, sometime and our entire psyches can be completely and utterly resistant to accepting the obstacles this life can put in the way of two lovers. We wonder how it can be that in previous times, sooner or later, love would find a way and yet now, there are times when all of the answers are lost or invisible. As long as he is still alive and walking this planet, you must not lose hope my friend. Wherever he is, he is stronger for the blessing of your love following his every footstep and living within him. I have no doubt that he wishes that for you. If you can keep that tiny flame lit on your end and he can keep his lit on his end, the love is not gone and can never be forgotten. It is only in waiting... Keep the faith KS... NOTHING is impossible... Luv n hugggs, Silken |
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omg silk!! how i wish i could crawl into your words!! I have GOT to get long distance to Canada!! I see him, I smell him and then some days I get the real glimpse of him. and my heart and soul retreats! I ain't stupid, i knew he is my soulmate and lost love, to you i can admit that, and in my soul, I know he loves me as much as I love him, real LIFE sucks and that has kept us apart to many times! somedays I feel like he will run outta patience and give up on me |
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Oh honey........been there.......done that.......live that.....dream that.........KNOW that!!!!! Silks words are so true and full of wisdom that I cannot even come close to touching.......so I wont even try. Wrap yourself in them hon.......I have done it many many times myself. They are like the wings of angels around you when you need them the most. Believe me......I know. Lady |
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