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For some reason, I have been having issues with Clairsentience and Clairaudience lately. I've asked myself, "Oh how, oh how does one close the door to this......". Well....they are gifts of discernment....the door cannot be closed. Indeed, it does seem like a curse.....yet.....it isn't. It's perhaps my own lack of strength in knowing how to cope..... so naturally my next question is.... "So how, oh how does one cope with this"....alas....this is my question.... It can prove to be very tumultuous at times.....aye, ironically, the "silent agony".....am I to see this as "blessings in disguise"? what? If someone inquires, "What does the voice or the voices say?".....I can only reply, ".....they are random remarks which come at me out of nowhere when not expected".....you know, like "....when two or more of you are gathered in my name, I'm right there in the midst", sort of thing? Yes....I pray to God....but the gift remains. I'm wondering now if "Clairsentience" and "Clairaudience" are tools for "guidance" perhaps?.... Still.....it is difficult to cope with this at times....how does one cope?... . I reflected upon this all evening and even most of the early day..... am I to just sit and wait with patience for interior spiritual muscles to develop?..... Is this what "coping" is all about?.... I share to you, the weight of some "gifts" can be tumultous at times..... Well, just thought I'd ramble my two cents worth of what I've been experiencing lately.... thank you for listening.....comments are welcomed. Love, Shan |
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Mystic, the "random remark" thing happens to me, too. I've even heard the quote you mentioned, "Where two or more are gathered in my name, there I am also." I used to think I must be a little schizophrenic but that didn't stop it from happening. You're the only other person I've ever known to experience the same thing. Somtime, when you're really in the mood, get a tape recorder and say one of the not-so-random remarks that have been given to you. Then just keep talking. It's best if you can do this fairly soon after you get the remark. I think you'll find that there's a lot more behind that one remark. The random remark is just the topic -- like a phrase you'd type into a search engine -- and will link you to wisdom you didn't know you could reach. I do have to be in the right mood, though. |
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Hi Windsister...thank you for sharing.....oh....I don't literally hear the quote.....I was just using that as "referencing"....in other words, other people's energies can be mapped along with my energies.... you know, like "we're all connected" sort of thing?..... Most times I know where the "phrases" are coming from.... and sometimes I don't.... but usually phrases of comments that just come at me out of the blue, like I said..... then I stop for a moment....I reflect.....I wonder, "what's that about?"..... If I can't figure it out, I just let it go....no use musing over it.....I figure if it's destined for me to know, I will know..... still..... it kinda bugs me?.... because it's like a little "alarm bell" going off, so to speak?....hmm..... When I hear these "comments", I know these are people's energies coming at me......and no....nothing to do with schizophrenia or paranoia... it just simply is something that happens..... after it happens, I then check to see the "intent" behind the "wording".... I think it's moreorless the "type of energy" that comes with the "comments" heard, that I may perhaps have difficulty with?.... some of these energies can be very....hmm.... disrespectful... well... it affects personally..... lol.....sometimes I even catch what some folks say about other folks.... and I'm not even looking for it.....again.....it just comes out of the blue.... Now....I've had this ability for some time.... just that I would always keep it to myself.... because I understand to well how quick people come to assumptions..... but..... this is a loving Community.... so.....I just felt like sharing...... Oh....Windsister?....I have a journal book here.... I log the "remarks" and the time......then I put the book away.....simple as that.... can't keep worrying about clairaudient remarks....lol..... But my question was/is.....is there a way to turn this off? Or to pacify it?....Hmm.... Another thing I'd like to share is that lately, (and I find this very uncanny at times), I'll be reading some material at certain internet groups/communities......and whatever that person "muttered" while typing out their words, comes flying right at me....like......it's as if I can literally pick up the energy of the person's thoughts even in their writings as they're writing it!.... that hasn't been happening as much but it has started happening.....so I figure I'm going through some type of changes.... Indeed, "Thought is energy"..... Love, Shan |
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Ah man, I do not like that font! It always comes out to small..learn a lesson Jode ;) Trying again :) Hi honey babe..firstly let's define the names for those that don't know...clairsentience..empathy or the gift of picking up anothers feelings and clairaudience, "clear hearing" the ability to hear spirit. Well you know I am going to say it's a blessing :) I can't really tell you how to shut if off, well I could maybe try, but ya know I am not going to...unless you really want me to ;) I will tell you how to cope a little better. First get grounded and stay protected, surrounding yourself at all times with "the comfort color of your choice" it really doesn't have to be white :) I prefer rainbow myself. If I need just one color....sometimes you need a quick fix, white yes, but also blue and purple. When you are an empath, oh my gosh you take on so much energy, not only yours but others. It's so easy to overload and become overwhelmed. My other recommendation...laughter...yup...watch a funny movie, play with a child (or yourself) not to take that ignorantly read a funny story, come to SK and hang with friends. Go out for a walk..connect with nature, just do what floats your boat and makes you feel good. Do whatever you can do to raise your own vibrational frequencies, and call on your own healing, and the less troubled you will feel with these incidents.The comments you hear while reading posts. Sometimes preconcieved notions or past feelings can tarnish those thoughts anyway, and it is really hard to tell what is real, and what has been implanted by past feelings or emotions.Shut em down just as soon as they start...the term ignorance is bliss? Yes it really is ;) Who needs it right? be it real or figment. I have something saved in my sacred corner to share with you, that I read often, or used to, that really helped me cope. It's not an easy path, this path of healing and psychic work - it requires that we be diligent in clearing our own spaces - and in learning to walk lightly on the earth - this means being light of spirit - filled with love and laughter. In this state, the negative energy just can't resonate with us and will drop away, like water off a duck's back... So, lighten up, sweetheart, and you'll find it easier to help others lighten up without taking yourself down. :) I wish you so much peace and love Shan ((((((((Humming honey))))))))))) hi! It sounds like you have the gift of another "clair" along with clairsentience, and that would be claircognizance, which means quite simply "clear knowing" That combined with being an empath can also be pretty intense. All in all i think you are doing really great! You don't seem freaked at all. * I am smiling really big* I would love to hear of the spirits you deal with constantly, only when you are ready though. We'll be here Blessings and love going out to you all -J- |
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Ahhh Jody.....you beautiful soul!.....Now isn't that interesting? ....you mentioned some things that I have never researched into but somehow, (intuitively?...or maybe my Soul dishing out some answers?), when I saw the colors blue and purple (more blue), these are colors which ground me very quickly....cobalt blue is very grounding and balancing..... And then you mentioned "funny story"....you know hon..... again...."humour", as I've always said, "....is God's secret ingredient".... .....so I love quacking up jokes about Monsieur Billy Gates.....lol Now....that "corner" of yours is a beautiful one....definitely filled with Wisdom! Tada! Is that what they call it? "Claircognizance"?.....all I know hon, is that there are potentials which I have lived with for well 35 years of my life.....if not from infancy complete.....so yes sweetie, I don't get freaked out as I've very much had time to adjust or acclimate my growth to these abilities..... but I know that I am in well company here....beautiful souls exist here.... fact! Not wanting to expose you too much here hon....but I see you are very gifted yourself....and that's all I'll reveal.... Love you mucho and thank you sweetie!, Shan |
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Pearl.....you had asked.... here is part of what I have been working on lately..... ....this page I composed today.... ((((Love to All Of You)))) Love, Shan |
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Hi Shan, I saw your art work, fab. and creative and just awesome girl! Thanks for sharing it, love this place it links too...too bad it is so far away heh! Well, luckily I check out this thread heh, otherwise I would not have seen your message....goes to show that some of us are intuitive too among other things....birds of a feather flock together ..... In reading this thread I am finding a lot of similarities with myself in what you share, to some degree more or less in different departments of this whole scope of gifts! I don't really have any miracle suggestions to correct any of it in a snap..lol. I find that Jody's reply is full of good wisdom in how to balance ourself to experience our gift in a healthy creative way. If we think and ponder over and over on certain things I do believe that whatever is stored in that thought bubble eventually does connect us in all forms to it, whether it be good or destructive to our well being. It becomes ingrained in our consciousness that everything in this path will be coming our way. If we are all interconnected in the "ONE UNIVERSAL MIND", how can it not be so. Then comes the sage wisdom of our "Mother Jody's ways of protection"...lol. Yes, I know, it sometimes needs a lot of practice and work to get some aspects into balance. The more we work at it the better. At least it works for me. Wishing you success in balance, health and lots of light sparkled energy....love Pearlofwisdom |
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I never knew that there was an actual name for being an Empath! I do find that at times I randomly hear things, but usually when I communicate with spirits I am able to see and converse with them more or less normally. But then, I have a gift of seeing spirits as clearly as I see living beings (when they choose to show themselves to me). As an Empath though, I do find that there are places that the feelings are so intense I need to filter my abilities so that the feelings aren't so overwhelming. I have has instances where my sheilds and filters were worn down to the point that I was able to feel everything in a 3 mile radius of where I was. Sometimes my gifts are hard to deal with... I tend to sense so much it can be hard to know what to do with or about it. I do tend to think of my abilities as a gift, though. |
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everyone has to read this....good stuff!!!! BUMP!!!!! |
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Hi Pearl hon, Glad you liked the link....yes..... I do want to head out there one day..... as I've met this person already..... can really resonate to what is offered there..... Indeed, birds of a feather flock together....lately something has been waking up within me to explore more.... to venture more .....ah, what can I say.....it's a "calling" again..... ....yes, I'm definitely the explorer at heart! Yes....good thing Jody's sage wisdom is around ..... (love ya Jode!)...... Thank you for the well wishes Pearl...... Love, Shan |
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Jode.....have you ever had this happening to you hon?.... Sometimes I'll be standing in front of someone, (that was moreso in the beginning of the years, now today I can pick it up in other ways of communicating with folks)......where.....I can actually "see" the motions of a person's "thought energy" in their brains..... (whew!).... It starts at the back of the head.... travels to the "mid-brain" (center near the collosum , sp)......then it reaches the frontal lobe.... Oh Jode.... how many times I have experienced that what normally starts off in the back doesn't end the same in the front.....lol...... You know, that can be very disturbing sometimes.... it's like I'm able to pick up on the actually thought before it becomes twisted ... which is probably why I often say, "Hmm, what's in the back of the head is not the same as what is in the front of the head".....I've had difficulties with this when I come across individuals who don't have an "even flow" in their thought sincereties.... In other words, someone can be standing there talking to me about how they feel, but what I'm actually picking up coming from the back of their heads, doesn't even correspond to what they're saying.... no matter how well they "disguise" their true thoughts or emotions, I can still pick up on it....sometimes not right away..... but if I'm left with a feeling like "something doesn't compute here", and leave it at that, I find later on in time what they really meant.... Jode sweetie....I've lost count how many times I've been touched by folks that say one thing and mean another from the back of their heads..... sigh.... this is where the "blessing" seems to get a bit heavy...... Or when my energies are sincere from "back" to "front" in the "even flow", and then someone projects themself in me and then tries to tell me what I'm actually thinking.....which is not that at all.... (oh man....this is the naivete part I wrote to you about)..... Yes hon......it's not easy to cope with such events..... but I have found a strange phenomenon in my struggles with this...... my sensitivity just increases!.....I figure it's because the energies are so turbulent that they become somewhat catalystic and open up new doors within me...... lol, talk about climbing towards higher frequencies and awareness! Scramblin' up the ladder..... There is one issue that I'm working on in my life right now..... to develop the strength of mind, patience and maturity to cope with what comes at me......I'm beginning to learn the "art of dodging"......lol.....(oh wow, remind me to share an experience I had with some folks who wanted to test me and started plugging themselves into my consciousness....)...... Talk about feeling like a "radar"..... ...... but I'm learning that there is a way to be sort of "invisible".....if that makes any sense?..... Well Mama Jode.... that's my ramblin' for now loves ya, Shan |
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Hey Shan............ Long time no chat! Remember when we talked, and I mentioned to you that i had "closed the door" to seeing the spirits that come into my space? Well, I have been thinking on this as well lately.Yes, I do agree with you when you mentioned in your post that you can't turn these gifts off, but I do believe, from my own experiences that you do have some control over how much you allow in, or allow yourself to see.When I am in a space in my life where I want everything quiet around me, I am able to control how much I allow in through visually only.I still hear, and I still feel the touches.The last time I had visual with a spirit, I got really afraid, and I asked out load for them not to show themselves to me, and it really did work.I am still having to deal with fear issues with the visual.My beloved cat, Bobby Jinx came to see me about a month ago, yet she came to me all decayed, but loving, and wanting to cuddle.I was so afraid of that vision, now she comes to me as she was before her death. When I see spirits, I freeze for some reason, and my heart pounds....yet I can see my angels, or RedStar, and I am fine.I am still not sure why this is, because when I hear, or get touched, I welcome it, without the fear.So I guess, what I am trying to say is that someof these gifts are hard to cope with, and it all depends on your own comfortability with it. They know you you hear them, and sence them.......... On the topic of being able to pick up on peoples thoughts, well, I had had that gift all my life.I know when people are lying to me, I usually know exactly what they are thinking.I like the grounding and protecting of self that Jody mentioned, that is waht I do, usually with the bright white light, like a bubble around myself.I also use the mirror technique, where I project negative energy back to where it is coming from.I too believ that when your life is filled with love and laughter, there is no room for the negativity! I could go on and on here, this is a great thread! Thank everyone..........I love it when you all get me opening up here with you! Love, ~Ashara Fey~ |
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Ashara, I meant to get back to you on this hon.....yuppers, it happened again last night...was just sitting here quietly then suddenly out of the (can I say blue? lol)......methinks will choose, out of the channels left..... (Note: before I forget, have you ever picked up on something like coming from different areas within? Eg. The other time, I seemed to be receiving it from the mid-right side, then last night I seemed to be receiving from the mid-left side....hmmm....interesting....I guess our brain determines where there's space....lol) Yes sweetie, I hear you loud and clear (no pun intended ).....Yes hon, closing the door to the spirits is one thing.....when a spirit gets out of hand here, they pretty much know they won't last here long.....like you said, "they know you hear them and sense them".....yup.....so on that, they know when I don't feel comfortable with certain types of energies which aren't welcomed here.... However, telepathy/clairaudience/clairsentience/.....or like Jode said, "claircognizance", is a different matter.... don't think these folks can hear me if I would say, "now, now....not nice".....lol..... then again? Hmm... You know, I always believed everything is a two-way street.... I wonder if I WOULD say something in return when their words come through if they could hear me.....lol.... boy oh boy, that would stop them dead in their tracks.......heheee.... something like, "Allo, I am talkin' to you dere.... you litTLE gossipers you..... dis is not nice wat you saying".....lol..... would be like an episode in "Pigs in Space" on the Muppet show......where they all look up at the ceiling wondering who the narrator's voice is.....haaaa....hmm.... now THAT would be funny (but I must behave)..... Oh Ashara, I'm certainly learning about maturity towards the human nature gossipers....lol..... sigh, oh well.... all in the experience I suppose.... Love ya hon, Shan |
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