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hi everyone me again, surprize surprize i am so upset.. two weeks ago, or there abouts i asked my gp to refer me to a phsycatrist to try and get me on some meds for my depression and anxiety that will actually work, because i feel mine really are not doing the job, and they said yes they would refer me, i even gave them a specific doc, one that i used to see, that said she would see me again if i needed (at the time she was leaving the country and said when she came back she would see me again) well i havent heard nothing so today when albert was there for an appt he asked if they made the referal, and they said they havent made it yet. im so angry, it took me a long time to get up the courage to ask for the referal, and now they wont even do it when i ask.. they said they will get to it.. translation you are screwed. im so mad its making me have "behaviours" just becuase im so angry and i dont know what to do with the feelings. i see ali on thursday so i will for sure be talking about this, and the whole thing with aleka cause i still havent gotten to talk to her about it and get her opinion, i am just feeling really hopeles... my freinds are all like go to the er but i know they would take one look at me and then they would prob think i was trying to kill myself and put me on the nuts ward and i am not trying to do that, its the oposit im trying to help myself by asking for the referal, so im just frustrated!!!! i dont know why they cant simply pick up the phone and make the referal would take like 2 minutes right? it makes me feel like im not worth it.. like i said been having probs with my diff issues, cept now instead of bingeing im not eating much again, yeah yeah i gotta take care of me, but to me its better to do that then the other thing right.. anywyas, thanks for listening im just really frustrated. hugs love suzy |
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Hey Susy, What rotten treatment! As you say, it takes COURAGE to work up to asking for a referral and then those idiots don't give you the respect by acting on it. They're treating you like you're not important, no wonder you're furious. I would be too. This is NOT decent healthcare, not even close to it. You ARE important, your challenges are important and those dismissive surface rock crawlers ought to be....well I won't say, I'll be polite. Um laid off and replaced with people who qualify to be healthCARE workers. I can't believe how those idiots are treating you. Can you go over their heads, report their unprofessional conduct to their bosses? Or are they just so busy you're one in a lineup? It still SUCKS, even if that is so. About all I can suggest is punching a pillow or putting up a piece of paper with drawings of them on it and throwing darts at it. TC |
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first off:well my doctor still hasnt made the refrral so im taking matters into my own hands.. i am writing the new doctor a letter, and im going to her office to drop it off.. wish me luck that things go the way i want them too. second i am having a very very hard time right now, dont know if its just grieving or my depression or both but i am a mess. im upset that i might have to decide to not go to one of my groups at hopes, since the 3 that i always atttend are now all on the same day so i would be in group from 1-2:30, then 3:30-5:30, then from 5:45 to 7. i think i may have to stop going to one, and it will have to be the one at 5:45, the sew and grow group where we just knit or crochet or whatever and just enjoy ourselves. its just too long a day to do it all.. so im upset that i have to chooose, but i have to for my health. anyways, thats all, im still really sad bout my "friend" but am trying to deal with it with my therapist and other freinds help. anyways thanks for listening (i think.. kind of got the feeling that no one is reading these since i only got one responce to the first post....) huggs suzy |
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does anyone even read this board?? just wondering because i was quite upset that no one answere my post except for tinsel who is a new member and i dont even know (thank you tinsel it made me feel good that you replied) i hate feeling stupid, but i was really upset that no one answered my post... i know its me just being too sensitive, and im sorry to even bring this up but i had to get it off my chest. thanks so much. im still struggling with my depression and anxiety, but hopefully i will be getting a doctor soon that will help with my meds. im also frustrated that when i go out (yes ive started goign out of the house again which i suppose is a good thing.. i find i can only do so much then my anxiety goes through the roof and i need to go hoem regaurdless of it i have gotten everything done i wanted to do... i hope that sometime soon this will not happen and i can function like a normal person. hope you are all doing ok, i miss chatting with you all..love suzy |
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| | From:  Moki· | Sent: 7/19/2007 12:43 AM |
Suzy, I read this board all the time, but my dead lady, I didn't know what to say that could help you so I didn't reply. I felt it was better than to just say, Geez, am sorry you're havin' trouble, but I can't think of anything to tell ya." If I had any idea how to take care of the "brick wall" you've come upson I'd surely tell you though. I hate to see folks in such distress as you've been in. 'Take care and I hope you get to feeling better really soon dearie. Love, Moki |
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Sweetie I hear you frustration in every word. It must be the worst to know you need the help with this and not have these professionals wake up and give it to you. I am at a loss as to your next move also. Can't Ali help you with this? I hope you get something done for yourself real soon.  |
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| | | From: Moki· | Sent: 7/19/2007 3:36 AM |
OMG Suzy!! I did NOT mean to call you "dead" lady in my reply in "Place to vent"!!! OMG! I can't believe I missed that typo!!! What I meant to say is "DEAR lady." Gawd girl, I am soooooooooo sorry!!! I pray you will understand! Forgive me? (kickin' self in butt for not seein' both typo's) |
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thank you for the posts.. oh moki of course i knew you didnt mean to say dead lady lol huggs suzy |
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HI SUZY BUDDY IM MAD AS HECK AT MY FREAKEN DR WHAT DO THEY KNOW OR THINKING ANYWAY,AFTER MY DIBETIEC APPT THEIER CALLING ME HIPOGLOCEMIC SPELL AND I ASLO FORUND OUT TROUGH A LETTER I HAD A TUMMER NOT A CIST I DON,T FEEL IT NOW TOUGH,BUT SWEETY, MAYBE YOU JUST NEED TO FINE ANOTER DOC I BEEN WITH ROB HUES FOR THREE YRS AND SOMETIMES WE HAVE TO PULL IT TOGETHER AND GETON THE SAME PAGE IF A KNOW WHAT I MEAN I THINK THE LETTER IS A GOOD START I HOPE AND PREY THAT THEY RELIZE YOUR EMONAL NEEDS ARE JUST AS REAL AND INPORTANT AS YOUR PYS,IM HERE IF U NEED ME HUN U KNOW THAT YOUR LOVEING FREIND KAT,I THINK ALOT OF POEPLE ARE ON VEC THEY BEEN HERE AWAY THIS MOTHER HAS BEEN QUITE FOR MY TOWN IM HERE IF U NED ME HUGS  KAT |
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HI SUZY,  WONDERING HOW THINGS ARE GOING FOR YOU BY NOW? CAN YOU GIVE US AN UPDATE. I HAD A CRAPPY WEEK TOO SO I'M ABIT LATE GETTING BACK TO YOU. SORRY! I TOO LAUGHED OVER MOKI'S TYPO 'DEAD LADY'. GOOD JOB WE SPEAK FLUENT TYPONESE HERE EH? TC KAT, ARE THEY CALLING YOU HYPERGLYCEMIC (WHICH IS HIGH BLOOD SUGAR AND FITS DIABETES) OR HYPOGLYCEMIC WHICH IS LOW BLOOD SUGAR AND IS THE OPPOSITE OF DIABETES? I HAD REACTIVE HYPOGLYCEMIA FOR 25-30 YEARS...MAYBE LONGER. IT SUCKS. I HOPE THEY KNOW WHAT THEY'RE DOING WITH YOU BECAUSE EITHER CONDITION NEEDS TO BE CORRECTLY DIAGNOSED SO YOU CAN TREAT IT. HOPE YOU'RE OKAY. SOMETIMES I'D LIKE TO BUTT KICK DOCTORS RIGHT TO THE CURB...THE ONES ROUND HERE ANYWAYS! TC |
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| | | From: Moki· | Sent: 8/19/2007 7:42 AM |
LOL @ TC!! I've kind of become famous for my typo's.....LOL!! Fluent Typonese huh? Sounds like an excellent description to me!! It get's to be a circus for me sometimes! My eye muscles are REALLY affected by the Myasthenia Gravis so they don't stay in the position they should stay in too often and then on top of that I'm dyslexic so I see things the wrong way alot of the times. I just laugh it off and have fun with it. Nothin' much else I can do now is there. There's no sense in getting all upset with myself about it. I just pray that when I do something like that, that the person it happened to understands that it wasn't an intentional error. LOL!! Take care! Moki |
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