Hi sweetheart.  Too true we have such a bond

though not often in touch as we used to be.

Said prayers about your family and hope

your daughter had a wonderful birthday.

 

Honey I hope you dont mind me mentioning

this publically, email is a problem at the

moment but can still receive yours;  I know

you are a bit down or very down about all

this MSN moving groups nonsense.   After

battling all these years and thinking about

closing down CCS but battling on, I think

our group is good for you personally as

well as all the GOOD you do for others.

Honey talking to Trisha, she hopes to

be able to help you with any transfers

or anything to another site as much as

she can;  her health is not that great

but she wants to help, doesnt like you

being depressed or distressed, so she

will try her best.

 

For my own site (Poetry) we are looking

into yuku.com and something like freewebs.com.

Might bear looking at if you are interested.

You know RTB?  And you know how mammoth

that is with over 3000 posts per week and all

the boards well Brenda is at freewebs;  I did not

understand her last email but seems she WILL

move to Multiply;  dont understand that the feedback

I am getting is that it is mostly blog type like MySpace

and maybe no graphics? 

 

Anyway sorry I have been even more absent than

usual;  went through a bit of serious depression but

am fine from that just now;  still have the aversion

to the computer, dont understand that though would

be lost without it and my pc is on its last legs;  dont

have money to repair but prayerfully it will last out

a good while longer.  Honey but mostly am dealing

with imminent inevitable death in the family so am

not even in my own home a lot, just got back home

Tues. there and am anxiously awaiting phone call

that I have to rush up to Glasgow to be with Avril,

my brother's wife, whose family it is;  her Uncle

Harry who is her Auntie Margaret's only sibling

left is on the point of death;  though he rallied

round a bit so I was able to come home but I

am quite strong again and will be there for Avril;

Auntie Margaret is the mother hen who looks

after all the family, running them to dr's and hospital

apts. etc. bringing home made soup and visiting.

Avril was the same but obviously is not up to it

after we nearly lost her last year.  Also Harry's

daughter Sadie, a young woman in her late

30's with a young family and devoted husband

, they both just lost her mother last year as

well as Auntie Margaret losing a beloved young

daughter in law to an agonizing death just a few

months ago, As I say it is just a matter of time

for Uncle Harry.  Well Sadie has had aggressive

cancer on top of everything else;  she just got

another MRI scan today so will be a couple of

weeks before results.  So we, including me,

are all waiting by the phone, an awful situation.

I ask for prayer involved, sorry it is not on prayer

board, so busy, not so much for me except

Christ to strengthen me;  it is either the cancer

back for Sadie or a life threatening infection;

she got her both breasts removed then reconstructed

then infection or cancer returned and she got

reconstruction removed.

 

Well I am still here for you sweetheart but might

be out of touch for a while, sorry but I am here

just now (Thurs 6th).  I love you and try not to

get down.  God bless you and yours and God

bless America.

 

Mary xoxo