hugs to you too.i've been really depressed agin too. this christmas has been really bad for me too. we just had to spend 1,000. we did not have on the gutters being replased and the front window of the house and rebuilding the front wall of the house that was borded up due to the weather caveing it in. we did not have the money to do this anywere. then went to get my insulin and diabetic supplies and could not even use the sample card even.the dr had give me a card to get 3 free vials on insulin and because i had insurance coverage i couldn't get help.it costs me almost 200. dollors a month for my diabetic supplies alone.just with my copays. i don't qualafy for the medacare thing cause i'm married and with my husbands income we are just over the limit to get help. i'm feeling very overwelmed right now. also the people who promised us they help us that didn't keep their word. please keep me in prayerlove joann