God blessed me by a Godly woman ministering to me by
phoning me while I was so nervous out of the blue and
we had a wonderful spiritual talk which led to me having
assurance I am indeed saved by the blood of Jesus so
if the worse comes to the worse and I do die I finally
KNOW for sure where I am going. And she also answered
to my satisfaction a lot of unanswered questions about
my faith. She is a lovely woman, a new lovely friend
who has recently came into my life. So things dont look
as bad at all and I calmed down while talking to her.
She said "what do you fear May?" I said simply "crashing"
and then we got talking about how to be assured of salvation
and now although I am very restless and still very nervous
I am a lot more settled in my mind. She also gave me a
wonderful bonus assurance about something, not really
spiritual, that had been on my mind and it was her that
brought it up, not me, so like a sign from God and a real
bonus to my mental and emotional health. With courage
to face the future. I also feel we should face our challenges.
I ask You My Lord if possible to take all fear about all
that can go wrong away but if not Thy Will then let me
grit my teeth and get on with it and face whatever is there. Amen.
Thank You so much Lord Jesus.
May xoxo