vera - sometimes i feels such intense fury sadddness lonelyness ( my h is bipolar) that i get numb patches on my face and and lips today for the first time i felt this wave go  through me for a second only and wondered is this what faint feels like. felt almost  like becoming  transparent. sometimes it's as thiugh someone is crinkling foil in my ears but i can't put my finger on the exact sound.after feeling the feeling i have to physically recover  and my husband doesn't comfort me-in fact he can rake me aver the coals verbally when i'm crying and forget to say sorry-my 14 yr old is the p/n