Hi angells, welcome to the site. Im so sorry that you are going thru this.
Ive read your posts on here and you must be going thru hell.
We are all here for you so vent as much or as little as you like. Believe me it helps. I wouldnt be where I am today (I would probably be in the local nuthouse), if it wasnt for these lovely ladies on here.
Keep strong.
Kazza